it's a bit too much...
..for me to handle
today in microbial diseases lecture,
my lecturer showed us some 'fantastic' viral infection pictures.
I swear I glanced on the pictures for 0.000000000000001 second only
and I feel totally disgusted.
that was time
I remembered how I told myself not to involve in medicine when I grow up
my mindset of "NOT DOING THINGS RELATED TO MEDICINE AND HEALTH" continues till the moment I applied for the course
and see where I am now. *saya sendiri pun speechless*
after all, I am still, not a hospital-person.
but 2 hospital placements, or maybe 3! grrr