精疲力尽。

this is all I need

The Lord says, I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you. Psalms 32:8

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He makes a way where there seems to be no way

so pharmacist has being removed from Australian Migration Skilled Occupation List

BUT

i am still believing

BECAUSE

when there is God's will, nothing is impossible.

sometimes i dont know whether i m doing the right things

#pharmacydilemma

my shopgirl told me today that his son asked her: 

why is maggi so happy and how can she be happy all the times that she was even smiling when she was dispensing

i have a feeling i must have just laughed at my boss one moment ago

that's why i was still smiling at the computer..

im loving my job and my workplace regardless

i've spent my whole week at conference

i attended the whole conference

and i volunteered in conference

i put everything aside

and just focus on God for one whole week

at first i was worried about my working hours 

and where the money come from since i didn work for a week

but i will never regret that i made the decision to go

this is the best conference

week 13 intern supervised practice site assessment

"amount of time spent each week with preceptor"

my comment: way too much.

whole shop laughed

but seriously i see my preceptor more than anyone else now -__-

long weekend is coming up because of easter

I dont like long weekend

because I will have nothing to do at home

and there will be a lot of work before and after the days off at work

he said: Thank God that i have you as intern, you learn things so quickly

i said: Thank God that i have you as preceptor, letting me know what a pharmacist is supposed to be

度量再大

脾气再好

也有承受不了的一天

2013 resolution

容忍

容忍

容忍

endurance is the key

just a little thought

so i went in to to work to help out on Sat for couple of hours without telling my boss in advance

i went in because i sincerely want to help

i went in but i did not expect anything in return

few friends indirectly hinted my boss to pay me but that was not my initial intention

it's just like me as a friend help out another friend

just think it this way

when you help your friends

will you ask them to pay u back

but when it comes to work

people ask for pay when OT

of course the boss still need to pay if that is the allocated shift for you

i dont mind to help when it is really running out of time

i dont mind to go to another store to pick up stuff when other people may ask for petrol

it is just the little things that you can bless people with

not everything that you've done are necessarily accompanied by a return

做人不要太斤斤计较

CNY is officially over

can't believe i've made it through my first CNY without family

and i can't believe i almost survived the whole summer in melb

i've just got a pharmacist coat to wear at work

everyone coming in is like 'whoa maggi you look so smart'

sigh

u know what is behind this white pharmacist coat

- responsibilities -

'everytime when you are in doubt, please, ask the boss *pause* maggi'

yes im the boss now taking control over everything

my cny is never lonely working with this bunch of people

placement student assessment comment

"day 3, change of preceptor, new preceptor Maggi Ting, ever since then things get a lot worse."

oh dear

last day of having this awesome placement student

i gonna miss her so much

because she did all the hard work for me

"don't ask maggi to do. she has done enough. she needs a break."

"don't disturb maggi. she is having a nap there."

thank you boss

and thanks to the staff that has given me the opportunity to see how good the boss is.

"maggi, you are the best"

thank you boss

that is all i need after whole day of work

"eh you've only been working here for a month right? I feel like you are the boss, you know everything."

"actually I feel like maggi is my preceptor"

my placement student said that to me and the boss

it's just her second day

I was once a placement student

but now im an intern

im just trying to give her a good community placement

time flies. it really does.

days without boss have finally come to the end

boss is back at work on monday!

im not sure im happy or not

but these 2 weeks are definitely unforgettable 

1st week was terrible

issues after issues; problems after problems

things just don't seem to be right

and i m obviously over-stressed

and come to 2nd week

i had develop shingles -___-

one of the factors that trigger that reactivation of virus is stress

i can't do anything but take medication regularly like what i used to tell ppl to do

now im a patient and it is really hard to remember to take med...

but now

everything have come to the end

boss is back

placement student is coming

i might get a rest soon 

:D

one whole week of work, stress, responsibilities

i am tired and exhausted

things are yet to get better

thought would have a long weekend

but i am working 6 days a week

i had a really really long week

it is just the beginning

..

monash intern program started on friday

worked whole day and had dinner with friends on friday

missed the first day of discussion

went to venus bay to catch pipis on saturday

missed the second day of discussion

finally logged onto monash website and do the discussion on sunday

it took me whole morning to read what others had already written

oh well

everyone are hardworking

anyway i had a good time in venus bay

got severely tanned

so much fun

with all the burden/responsibilities set aside

but guess what

MONDAY IS BACK!

;(

when boss i away

i am the pharmacist in charge in term of management

should own a pharmacy soon

..

every night i went home

i doubt myself

have you done your best yet

there is one thing that i still can't work out

so the answer is always

no.