only if the problems/worries can get out of my mind for just one second...

all i need is

extra time for me to sleep in forever

and so, did anyone notice that i am not happy? hmm

im excited!

intensive 6 weeks of uni + work

and another intensive 6 weeks of placement + work

life's getting more challenging

i will make it the best semester out of all

 

FINAL YEAR

I WILL SURVIVE!

i was thinking to myself

why ppl in other wards can get patients from different countries

with different language and all weird stuff

and me everyday same thing

so i got one today *unexpectedly*

first thing my pharmacist asked me this morning was

what language do you speak

because he has a patient who only speaks mandarin

and so i interviewed the patient with some funny mandarin

because when you spent more than 3 years studying stuff in english

you couldnt be translating everything in mandarin so precisely

after the interview

my pharmacist told me

you did a good job

i was thinking

if you would ever understand our conversation, it will be a joke forever.

random thought

just a little bit of history

i always didnt feel comfortable while i was hanging around with guys

i didnt really talk much to guys before

but since last year

i got to work one-to-one with guy often

#1 i worked with a guy pharmacist back home

#2 i worked with a guy supervisor during summer research

#3 i got hang out with a guy friend almost everyday during summer

#4 i got to work with another guy pharmacist during placement

i never feel comfortable when i know i am going to work with a guy

but i dont know why

i kept allocated for being with a guy supervisor

i guess its time for me to learn to blend in well with guys

oh well.

because its chap goh mei

and its my 1st day of placement

feel grateful to have this friend

having dinner together

on this day

he made me realized that

all this while

im not alone

one last post before i leave home

its time to say goodbye again

im flying to melb with very short hair again

please, my hair please grow faster

hahah