结婚的誓词，如果只是循例念出来是没有意义的，必须要实践出来。

一件頭：＂沒人知道生命的長短，即使我們是醫生，也不能保證自己長命百歲，所以結婚誓詞沒說要保證白頭偕老，卻要保證無論健康疾病都要在一起。范子妤，我再問你一次，無論健康疾病，你願意和我不離不棄、終生不渝嗎？＂ 

once again

working with a guy pharmacist

pharmacy world does have a lot of guys.

;D

only if the problems/worries can get out of my mind for just one second...

all i need is

extra time for me to sleep in forever

and so, did anyone notice that i am not happy? hmm

im excited!

intensive 6 weeks of uni + work

and another intensive 6 weeks of placement + work

life's getting more challenging

i will make it the best semester out of all

 

FINAL YEAR

I WILL SURVIVE!

i was thinking to myself

why ppl in other wards can get patients from different countries

with different language and all weird stuff

and me everyday same thing

so i got one today *unexpectedly*

first thing my pharmacist asked me this morning was

what language do you speak

because he has a patient who only speaks mandarin

and so i interviewed the patient with some funny mandarin

because when you spent more than 3 years studying stuff in english

you couldnt be translating everything in mandarin so precisely

after the interview

my pharmacist told me

you did a good job

i was thinking

if you would ever understand our conversation, it will be a joke forever.

random thought

just a little bit of history

i always didnt feel comfortable while i was hanging around with guys

i didnt really talk much to guys before

but since last year

i got to work one-to-one with guy often

#1 i worked with a guy pharmacist back home

#2 i worked with a guy supervisor during summer research

#3 i got hang out with a guy friend almost everyday during summer

#4 i got to work with another guy pharmacist during placement

i never feel comfortable when i know i am going to work with a guy

but i dont know why

i kept allocated for being with a guy supervisor

i guess its time for me to learn to blend in well with guys

oh well.