so it marked our last day of uni

progressing to auntie stage #1

got the electricity bill with a shocking amount

checked all the electricity bills for previous years

noticed few increasing rate within years

started thinking

why the electricity rate increases so rapidly

and yet my pay is still the same..

expenses are far more greater than income

totally understand how parents feel when they saw bills coming in

#auntie much

this is the period of time 

when i will get more random

time flies.

i am still in awe

it was like a dream

i still can't believe that i got a job offer for next year internship

i couldn't describe the feeling

it is so not real

but i am happy

and i want good food =P

God is good

I am not very sure about why I am still holding on

I am struggling between positive and negative thoughts

I think positively - it turned out disappointment

I think negatively - it turned out disappointment x 2

not to think about it maybe?

anyway

I am still trying

but I am not hoping for anything anymore

just for the sake of not making myself regret

我已经喘不过气来了

我可以离开到那三小时以外的城市

永远不要回来

永远不要面对现实吗

那三个星期

原来只是短暂的逃避