random thought

just a little bit of history

i always didnt feel comfortable while i was hanging around with guys

i didnt really talk much to guys before

but since last year

i got to work one-to-one with guy often

#1 i worked with a guy pharmacist back home

#2 i worked with a guy supervisor during summer research

#3 i got hang out with a guy friend almost everyday during summer

#4 i got to work with another guy pharmacist during placement

i never feel comfortable when i know i am going to work with a guy

but i dont know why

i kept allocated for being with a guy supervisor

i guess its time for me to learn to blend in well with guys

oh well.