Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1

can i stop job hunting and believe that there is already ONE for me

how much faith; how much courage; how much confident i would need

challenged.

what i get challenged the most in this semester is

patience

coming out of it are

time management

emotion management

stress management

esp during pms period

things are just shit

i can't handle everything

at one time

please

few years back i had my first ever hospital placement and it wasnt a good one

so i told myself hospital is not for me

then i got a job in community and i enjoyed it actually

till this year 

i went to another hospital for placement

it totally changed my perspective to hospital pharmacy

i actually like it!

but due to the fact that international students cant do internship in public hospital

i put it aside not to think about hospital pharmacy anymore

i continued with my part time work

setting my goal of getting an intern position in community pharmacy

till i have my community pharmacy placement

that placement experience was terrible 

i hate it so much

that i started to think again

which is for me

now another hospital placement came by

it wasnt good in the beginning

until my final week my last 3rd day for this placement

i met a pharmacist

his job impressed me a lot

i went "oh my goodness this is what i want to do!"

community or hospital

left or right

i am lost

Let faith arise

Let faith arise

I lift my hands to believe again

You are my refuge, You are my strength

As I pour out my heart

These things, I remember

You are faithful, God, forever

things that I am happy with my placement so far

- free lunch from pharmacist

- free coffee from pharmacist

- free cakes for tea break

=D

update
saw this on the medication chart today
Medication: Beer 
Instruction: 1 can TDS


it totally made my day

it has been a while since i last having this kind of 'mood disorder'

urgh. why is it still so hard to deal with 

its like a cycle, never ending.