argh 很烦啊

exams why dont you finish earlier. everyday study = everyday stay at home = sien = depression! garhh!

and my work also. sigh. why i take research. why why and cannot work.

now the 4th year student left, so whole store got 2 students left, me and my friend.

she research i research no one can do weekdays shifts

we're the sources of troubles. we both sangat stress now. hope our boss won't marah us lah as in the highest punya proprietor.

and because i couldnt do weekdays, i said yes to permanent Sunday shift

take note: PERMANENT.

i regretted straight after i said yes. and now im still blaming myself.

and my sis coming end of dec also
can i say no to more shifts?
oh noooooo! thurs night and sun whole day are my permanent shift
i hope i will just need to stick to these 2 days
but it seems quite impossible.

. whatever . blah .

i want freddos. can?

I never know that decision will bother me this much.
it's not for me to think whether I was right or wrong.
it's for me to make it right after i did it wrong.
maybe I will need to talk to someone about this.

kesian tu pesakit. jarinya hilang TIGA sebab accident!
-_____-

gaji bagi pharmacy kat home country dah turun kerana tu compulsory service dah tukar ke satu tahun ja.
maksud ni, saya tak perlu balik lah, tapi, melbourne ni mesti ambil saya, tak boleh buang saya balik.

weird and weird and weird. if I really go back, I can't counsel orang melayu with my super awesome bahasa melayu.
dear melbourne, please take me take me and take me.

the longer the exam period is, the more random I will get.

HEART ITCHYYYYY
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*deep breath*

im going to let you know, what is what we called - sister.
mum: your sis said you 肥佬 (failed) dy.
me: ya lah.
mum: work too much stress is it? no need to work lah. *老娘我不干了*
*background* sis: her work where got stress one. putting up stock only mah.
me: -___-

i had a really bad paper.
*nah you wont fail de lah* duhhhhhhhh

actually
when im sad, all i need is, 'are you ok?' and that's it.
don't do further elaboration.

THREE ultimate tasks to do tomorrow!
1. study - in the morning
2. work - in the afternoon
3. party - at night

ps, exams in 3 days time OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

why

I don't understand why everytime when exams are so near, all things messed up.
Cannot mess up only after exams one ah?!