summer holiday has been so gooooood.

im tired but im happy

:D

and i got sunburn JUST ON MY FACE :(

summer

im getting crazy in this summer

it was supposed to be busy but it turned out super chilling and relaxing

checked last year - i got 3 posts in dec because i was busy travelling

but this year - updating almost everyday -__-

i went to ikea 2 days in a row

1st time going with a friend, planning our own future home :P

2nd going with another friend, buying stuff for the new home

i love furnitures

i love showrooms

i dont mind going back 3rd time

after one whole week of hanging out

finally i got a day off and stay at home doing nothing

what to do to kill time - blog

TVB has no new nice drama - this is seriously making me crazyyyyy

less than a week

less than a week

less than a week

less than a week

someone epic is coming to melbourne

i . cant . wait

graduations

graduation is always the most beautiful thing in life

been to few friends' graduations last few days

that was the time that they have been waiting for

for all the hard work to be paid off

i am so proud of them

esp the one in the last photo. he had been spending 6 years in medical school

and finally he is now a doctor!

mine will be next year

people, please come to my graduation!

start saving money

and i request big bouquet of flowers and lots of graduation bear

and Jay Chou please write 'congratulations' for me :D

*oh i forgot that was in my dream*

summer holiday getting me more random

chin chin

finally I went to chin chin!

it was a day to be remembered

why?

because

i went out dinner with TWO guys

if it was me 2 years ago, i wouldn't be going out with 2 guys alone

i would probably grab more girls with me

or just say no to the date

but today was different

i've grown up i guess? no more anti social :D

and

eating with two guys will just make you full like mad

not only they ordered a lot 

and also both of them are too gentlemen

when the dish has 4 pieces of meat, we will each take one and the last one they will just give to me

so i've been eating all the extras - im seriously full but they dont believe

*burp* at 12:30am :(

first christmas present of the year!

went to christmas dinner last night at mesh restaurant

if it wasnt a workplace organized dinner buffet

if my manager was not sitting opposite me

if it was a dinner/celebration with friends

i will be eating prawns, oysters, mussels, and crabs whole night and never get contented

AHHHHH!

the buffet was so nice just that i couldnt do whatever i want lol

one day, i will go back just for seafood.

.

one

.

day

.

RM279.90 Limited Edition USB version Jay Chou Exclamation Mark 2011

IT IS MINE NOW!!!!!

LIMITED YOU KNOW!! 5000 worldwide!!!!!

its december yo! 

month of happiness :D

that is my buffer and some drug compounds with that super expensive machine

now i understand the passion that researchers have towards their studies

everything that i made, i am super sayang them, just like my own baby

ok weird. hahah

today was kinda extreme

i woke up at 630am, not because of super early sunrise but because of my nervous-ness

that machine gave me lots of pressure and stress

i got to operate it myself alone without any supervision today

i lost my appetite the night before and i couldnt sleep well

i was just too worried that i will break that machine or do something wrong

so i ended up wake up so early in the morning - had no appetite to do breakfast as well

got a piece of chocolate just to make sure that i wont faint hahah

first operation was quite scary

i found myself super redundant

i checked everything for so many times

do undo redo do undo redo and double checking with my lab book

just to make sure everything is on the right place 

stress max

my heartbeat never went down for even a second!

anyway i did it pretty well

the graph fitted quite nice

to be honest im so clueless about how to read the graph - whether it is good

my supervisor told me its quite good

but its not "WAH MAGGI YOU DID A GOOD JOB :D THE RESULTS ARE SO GOOD!" kind of response

but "yeah, the graph looks pretty good." kind of emotion-less response

;(

oh the main point is

i am always nervous and scared before i go and meet my supervisor 

but i always come home with smile on my face after i met my supervisor

everyday.

he is soooo nice!

on this day

im supposed to be on plane flying back

enjoying 3-night-dinner-marathon

with beautiful dress up everyday - differently

follow by a mad shopping spree

then flying off to taiwan

with a chance to meet my Mr. Perfect

here comes my wonderful summer holiday

but in fact

on this day

i was enjoying myself in lab

making buffer

hoping i did everything correctly

and will not cause an experiment failure on following days

*finger-crossed*

gahh so no confident lahhhh 

fun part starts tomorrow

700dollars to repair a machine

me being too smart go google the price of the device

guess what

it costs  

119 347.627 Australian dollars

BE ALERT ALL THE TIME!

malaysian food

#fun fact of the day

i met with my research supervisor today.

he: are you from singapore?

me: no, im from malaysia

he: oh i love malaysian food, nasi lemak, roti canai, nasi goreng

i was kinda surprised he pronounced quite accurately! hahah

i remembered when i first went to work

boss: where are you from?

me: malaysia.

boss: i love malaysia esp the food. but the weather is too hot

so yea

ppl in ang moh land all love malaysian food

malaysia is famous because of the food

but is this the only thing that malaysian can be proud of? hmm

 

i think this is the most expensive dish that i had so far.

it wasnt the best but im waiting for the day which i can have the best steak in the town. wahahah

im flooded by too much food lately - good food somemore

fatsss and sugarsss!

and that summed up my short short short holiday 

i am contented :D even i still need to study and work during summer

but its ok, got to enjoy student life for one very last year

btw

introductory lectures for research today were really boring

i was wondering maybe i got into wrong class -___-

what i thought about during class was

i always got the things that i didn want to get eg, doing pharmacy course/becoming pharmacist

but only after i get involved

i started loving pharmacy course and pharmacist job!

i have not regretted so far! and hope i wont :D lol

so maybe i will get into research after i start doing it?

which i hope i wont. i dont want my whole life in lab :X

happy holiday yo yo!

argh 很烦啊

exams why dont you finish earlier. everyday study = everyday stay at home = sien = depression! garhh!

and my work also. sigh. why i take research. why why and cannot work.

now the 4th year student left, so whole store got 2 students left, me and my friend.

she research i research no one can do weekdays shifts

we're the sources of troubles. we both sangat stress now. hope our boss won't marah us lah as in the highest punya proprietor.

and because i couldnt do weekdays, i said yes to permanent Sunday shift

take note: PERMANENT.

i regretted straight after i said yes. and now im still blaming myself.

and my sis coming end of dec also
can i say no to more shifts?
oh noooooo! thurs night and sun whole day are my permanent shift
i hope i will just need to stick to these 2 days
but it seems quite impossible.

. whatever . blah .

i want freddos. can?

I never know that decision will bother me this much.
it's not for me to think whether I was right or wrong.
it's for me to make it right after i did it wrong.
maybe I will need to talk to someone about this.

kesian tu pesakit. jarinya hilang TIGA sebab accident!
-_____-

gaji bagi pharmacy kat home country dah turun kerana tu compulsory service dah tukar ke satu tahun ja.
maksud ni, saya tak perlu balik lah, tapi, melbourne ni mesti ambil saya, tak boleh buang saya balik.

weird and weird and weird. if I really go back, I can't counsel orang melayu with my super awesome bahasa melayu.
dear melbourne, please take me take me and take me.

the longer the exam period is, the more random I will get.

HEART ITCHYYYYY
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*deep breath*

im going to let you know, what is what we called - sister.
mum: your sis said you 肥佬 (failed) dy.
me: ya lah.
mum: work too much stress is it? no need to work lah. *老娘我不干了*
*background* sis: her work where got stress one. putting up stock only mah.
me: -___-

i had a really bad paper.
*nah you wont fail de lah* duhhhhhhhh

actually
when im sad, all i need is, 'are you ok?' and that's it.
don't do further elaboration.

THREE ultimate tasks to do tomorrow!
1. study - in the morning
2. work - in the afternoon
3. party - at night

ps, exams in 3 days time OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

why

I don't understand why everytime when exams are so near, all things messed up.
Cannot mess up only after exams one ah?!

把傷心打碎

just for fun
her songs impressed me a lot
jay chou's songs disappointed me tho :(

put everything aside. final is the thing now.

working at till

*piggy*

i was working at till whole night yesterday by myself
pharmacist alone at dispensary and two girls on the floor setting up stuff
it was fun but i was pretty stressed
im so scared that i got wrong money in and gave wrong change out
i kept double checking and of course i was pretty slow
but im catching up :D
one customer asked me, im looking for eyeliner, can you recommend one? i was like WHATTT
and another asked which colour of the blushers look nicer. sweat -__-
after whole night of being a 'cashier', i realised
i love ppl paying using their card :P
no cash transaction wakaka

blame asian grocery
blame exams
i keep satisfying all my weird pre-exams cravings

*way to reduce stress*

只是想一个人静一静
最近有点找不到平衡感

people doubt the truth because that is not what they were expecting
but since it is truth, an ultimate truth, why doubt again?
and even worse, why deny?
just a reminder to you and myself.

why why why why mathematics want to ruin my pharmacy course why why why
get really frustrated with the mathematics today grrr
mathematics are meant to be fun. but today was total miserable ;(

*exam mode half on*
i will appreciate more if the construction right in front my window will call it a day NOW.
don't add oil on a burning fire anymore - bad translation
=|

royal melbourne show 2011

i never like animals.





but i got to see lots of animals in royal melbourne show
with them running around me
what i could do is, STAND STILL when they are near me
i am scared of animals so i never like them
i never know what they are thinking and i never know what will they do to me
there was a really bad experience about me being attack by a big, ugly, fat goose
i will never forget it
and will never like animals

p/s uni gonna start soon!

it was a beautiful weekend.
and I did a most intensive sports in my life that weekend.
beach volleyball, physically-torturing game, and futsal. omg right? I cant believe it too.
now im having bodyache, walking like a 80-year-old lady. and my hands are swollen and they are purple o__o



only if there are words to describe my feelings now

and oh, one more week of holiday, follow by three weeks of uni, and one week of swotvac, and omg its exams!

22/9

8:15am in bed
my phone rang. before i reached my phone, i knew who is that. only possibility at such hour.
can you start earlier today? yea, sure. around 3:30pm or 4:00pm. see you later :)
*extra hours*

and i was thinking, everything will back to normal next week. one short night shift per week =/
.
.
.

3:45pm at work
you are having mid semester break next week right? yea. do you wan to start earlier next week? yea, sure. hmm at around 3:00pm. ok. *hmm 2 hours extra hmmm* oh wait, how about you start at 12:00pm? o__o yea yea, i dont mind :D
*extra extra hours*

extra hours extra money extra stuff to learn
can't wait till dec :D
but now, royal melbourne show and port melbourne beach!!!!!!!!!!

btw, that was the funniest working day so far....with less customer and more fun with staff.

*update*

23/9
11:25am at home
my phone rang. thought was the call from work but ended up my friend calling me. *hmm*

12:25pm at home
my phone rang again. wonder whether will it be from work. and yes!
hey, are you still sleeping? no? hahah erm, can you start earlier today? oh yea. huh? excellent!
hahah i think she is kinda surprised that i said yes without thinking.

im not working freak. just want to make my travel worthwhile.

Taste of Melbourne 2011
it's all about food :D

photography: random mode from Leme Cam iPhone apps